By the way, I'm being raised by a gay couple who ostracizes me for being a Christian, accusing me of homophobia, even though I'm far from homophobic. They can't realize they're being just as bad as homophobic parents.
I don't know what to tell you to help you except that.. maybe you should explain to your parents that you're not homophobic and that it's just as bad for them to ostracize you for being a Christian as it would be for you to be homophobic towards them.
My teen suicide prevention blog is up and running! Please take the time to read and share it if you can, and we're always open to contributions. Hopefully as it grows it will become a great help to the community [link]